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I'm writing to all of you because in some way we have walked and talked while on our spiritual paths. After 5 years as a Baha'i, I've realized that it is time for me to leave the Faith. I know for some of you it might seem rather abrupt, but there are issues and questions I have mulled over for the entire 5 years, even as a seeker, as well as some new ones that independent investigation has cropped up, which simply can't be resolved satisfactorily to me within the Baha'i context...meaning all the explanations and beliefs and rationalizations are there, but I just don't believe them anymore. I feel that now is the time to make my decision, but of course I hope to always be friends with Baha'is and of course, my own friends are my friends first, and the Baha'i aspect was always secondary to that. I hope there will be no hard feelings due to our differences of opinion. I'm pretty sure that you all will be able to respect the twists and turns on my spiritual path as much as I respect yours:-)
I wish everyone the best:-)
Take care.
~Anjali
I wish everyone the best:-)
Take care.
~Anjali
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Re: Leaving
Sun, July 8, 2007 - 10:53 PMInshalla, Anjali~
I wept as I read this. I am so sorry for your community that your beautiful light is no longer there to illumine their path as well as your own.
I dearly hope this is merely a hiatus and that through the love for Baha'u'llah you have shown me here, you resolve whatever inner conflicts you may have.
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Re: Leaving
Mon, July 9, 2007 - 5:18 AMAwwww...Carrie:-( Yeah, it is sad.....but I figure I have to do what I have to do for now. If I do come back, it will be after resolving some very serious issues I was having with belief... -
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Re: Leaving
Mon, July 9, 2007 - 6:24 AM
is this an appropriate format to discuss those issues?
in a general way~ you know, so that nobody's buttons get pushed, but
perhaps some illuminating and useful feedback and understanding arises as a result? -
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Re: Leaving
Mon, July 9, 2007 - 10:59 AMhossam, I'm really hoping that you would not find this at all insulting. But perhaps the biggest issue was that even after 5 years I just can't accept Islam as a true religion of God, which is an absolutely crucial belief to uphold as a Baha'i. Baha'u'llah says that to reject Mohammed is to reject Baha'u'llah himself. I can believe that there may be some divine inspiration to it, but I'm not 100% on board - far from it. Also, I really, truly don't believe that Mohammed saw himself as anything more than a human prophet, NOT a Manifestation as Baha'u'llah believes it to be. Baha'is say the reason for Manifestations only revealing certain things to certain peoples has to do with their readiness to hear the message. I used to believe this - but now, logic tells me that I find this unlikely. I think people have always been ready to hear all kinds of things - even if some might persecute, so what? Technology might be different in different ages, but I think the human spirit is the same, not evolving. I think the most ancient philosophers of Greece would have understood the Baha'i message (whether they would have belived it or not), just as I think the Arabs would have understood it as well. i don't think the "evolution" in revealing God's plan to greater degrees between religions can be realistically explained by differences in cultures - my own judgment call - which is what it ultimately has to be - is that it is more likely that this excuse was made up to explain away differences.
Especially teachings like saying the Buddha once taught the Oneness of God, but later his teachigns were all corrupted....I just find it suspicious that conveniently Baha'u'llah can say whatever he wants in terms of what has been corrupted. I believe what the Buddhists say about the buddha, that God was not emphasized as important to the Buddhist path. I think that while some things may be altered/lost, for the most part people are careful about preserving teachings of what they consider sacred. To say that all these other people corrupted/lost their teachings, oh, but only the ones are crucial to Baha'u'llah - that sounds suspicious to me.
Another issue is that I can't accept the idea that some type of resurrection other than an allegorical one was not experienced or at least believed to have occurred even amongst the earliest Christians. Muslims don't even believe in a crucifixion. baha'u'llah explains this by saying the Qur'an does not mean that Jesus wasn't physically crucified, but rather that this meant the Jews were not able to truly crucify and kill Christ because the soul is eternal - there for the "likeness" that was crucified means the body, but not the spirit. I don't think this is what Mohammed meant. If so, I think he would have been more specific about it, because I have read that in the Qur'an there are a few places where Mohammed is clearly explaining what is wrong with Christian thought at the time.
If Baha'u'llah said the gospels were corrupted, then maybe I could believe..but he claims they aren't. Just that some stuff needs to be understood as allegory. but the major event, i.e. the resurrection and all events after - which is written very plainly to mean bodily resurrection, even down to the story of doubting Thomas - to brush it all away saying, oh, it's just an allegory to say the disciples regained faith after 3 days - that is just plain weak. first of all, it is not written in a poetic way, nor in apocolyptic terms, rather in plain words. You have to ignore everything the story is saying to you in order to believe what Baha'u'llah says about it. and THEN to say anything other than the writers either lied or believed wrong, to actually say despite all the specifics, it is just a simply allegory which could have been summed up in a few verses rather than the extent to which the events are described int he Gospels - that to me just seems very suspicious. I'm just not buying it right now....
So these are some of the issues. Then something else I'm exploring are various end time prophecies which disturbingly make me think of the Baha'i Faith. Plus things about Baha'u'llah's announcement of being the return of Christ, and what I consider to be Baha'i misinterpretation of Biblical verses concerning the return, and disagreement with Baha'i explanations to deny the possibility of Baha'u'llah being a false prophet of Christ's warnings....all make me feel that Baha'u'llah actually may be a false prophet.
all issues I will continue to explore, but definitely made me take a HUGE step back from the Baha'i position on things.... -
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Re: Leaving
Mon, July 9, 2007 - 11:09 AM
while obviously it would concern me that you do not find 'Islam to be a "true religion of God"~
I am not in the least bit insulted, and I encourage and support you in your seeking the Truth as it resonates for you.
thank you for your thoughtful and honest answers~
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Re: Leaving
Tue, July 10, 2007 - 9:32 PMOh I should correct though (to be accurate) - it is actually 'Abdu'l-Baha who writes concerning the resurrection issue. -
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Re: Leaving
Wed, July 11, 2007 - 9:50 PMHey not sure if this helps the investigation at all, but I learned growing up a Baha'i a different view on the Bible, and I think that I have read somewhere that we are supposed to tak the messages and teachings from the Bible, but to keep in mind that most of it is from a long time after Christ died, by people who are just remembering what happened. And mabe Christ just appeared to them in spirit and they were mistaked? I dont know, just a thought.
Sorry, I cant help much on the Islam part, I have not studied it as much as should, but from the various parts that I have read, I found it to be very similar to the Bible! and if there was mistaken thinking when Christ came, that makes sence to me too, since we are told that a Manifestation will go where they are most needed at the time, where the world is most currupt and in need of teachings.
sorry i might reply twice I think there was one more thing I forgot, but either way i wish you the best luck in your investigations, and I know that it is not easy. I hope you find ease and comfort with whatever you decide,
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Re: Leaving
Thu, July 12, 2007 - 8:45 AMThanks Steph - but tha's what I believed as a Baha'i. And I think it's bunk. No offense, truly, but that is myconclusion based on research. Teh bible is much better preserved than the Baha'i faith would have us think, and Baha'ullah himself speaks out vehemently against those who would deny this. He says we need to interpret somethings allegorically though.
Shoghi contradicts Baha'u'llah in this, interestingly. Shoghi and the UHJ both say we can't know how much of the Bible is authentic or accurate. just that what Baha'u'llah quotes must surely be. Let the circular logic begin.....
I'm saying it's fine to accept it on faith....the Baha'i way could be totally true. But my own research puts the odds against it.
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Re: Leaving
Wed, July 11, 2007 - 10:19 PMOh, I remember - the thing about the worry of Baha'u'llah being a false prophet.... Gosh I hope I can remember where I found this and get back to you, but I know that I read in a book recently many evidences that show that he could not be, directly from the Bible - Oh I know it was in the book "Respinding: 101 questions often asked of Baha'is" by Dale W. Eng. He compiled answers to many questions over his lifetime as his National and the Universal Assembiles asked him to research various topics. The part where he answers the question about false prophets starts on page 91. I will reread it and quote some things from it later for you if I can. I am just not familar with it enough right now to quote it very well. It looks like he got most of his reference for this question from "The Proofs of Baha'u'llah's Mission" and "Some Answered Questions."
Also from this book, I found evidence that we take the Bible in general as a holy book, not nessacerily (sp?) certain specific passages. It also directly addresses the resurection section.
Its got a lot of great answers and compiled writings from the Faith to many questions about Chrisitianity and Islam and the Baha'i Faith, maybe this would be a good place for you to investigate if you want to do so more in the future. Either way, I hope things get resolved for you.
Let me know if you have access to this book somehow, and if not, I would even send you my copy to read :)
Ocean is another good source for investigating
Oh, and 'Theif in the Night' by William Sears is a good source to for the question about the false prophet.
Quote about the resurection: Abdu'l-Baha: " As to the resurection of the body of Christ three days subsequent to His departure: This signifies the divine teachings and spiritual religion of His oliness Christ, which constitute His spiritual bod, which is living and perpetual forevermore.
"By the 'three days' of His death is meant that after the great martyrdom, the penetration of the divine teachings and the spread of the spiritual law became relaxed on account of the crucifixion of Christ. For the desciples were somewhat troubled by the violence of divine tests. But when they became firm, that divine spirit resurected and that body - which signifies the divine word - arose."
from the Tablets of Abdu'l-Baha
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Re: Leaving
Thu, July 12, 2007 - 8:48 AMThanks again sTeph - you ain't gonna convince me. If this is gonna be a thread where people start trying to, you're honestly wasting your time. I have done the research, in fact more in depth than most Baha'is I know have, more than you based on what you have written. THAT is why I have left the Faith. I've no problem with those who continue to believe it - but I myself in good conscience can't right now. -
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Re: Leaving
Fri, July 13, 2007 - 9:10 AMHey again. I really sorry if it came across as trying to convince. I respect your wishes and beliefs, i was just responding to thinking you were still investigating, and adding to the info. And also, for my sake , i guess, trying to see that I had the answers, that I believed. But I see that you are deeply versed and are investigating, and have, so, really best wishes, whereever you go, and whatever you decide :)
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Re: Leaving
Thu, July 12, 2007 - 12:19 AM<<Especially teachings like saying the Buddha once taught the Oneness of God, but later his teachigns were all corrupted....I just find it suspicious that conveniently Baha'u'llah can say whatever he wants in terms of what has been corrupted. I believe what the Buddhists say about the buddha, that God was not emphasized as important to the Buddhist path. I think that while some things may be altered/lost, for the most part people are careful about preserving teachings of what they consider sacred. To say that all these other people corrupted/lost their teachings, oh, but only the ones are crucial to Baha'u'llah - that sounds suspicious to me. >>
Hmmm... Although I won't argue that the word of the Buddha hasn't been corrupted... the Baha'u'llah assumption or version of the Dhamma/Dharma is completely false. Any look of sub-continent history will read that the Buddha Gautama was involved in and carried on to start his own samana/rationalist movement that came about in the 6th Century (BCE) present day India. This is in contrast to the Brahmistic (or pre-Hinduism, as we see it today) view--which concentrated on the worship of deities and concerned itself with issues of cosmology. The issue with the Buddha's message... and others of the same "rationalist" sort of movements was that it was more about a way of life... and with the Buddha specifically the predominant question is how to exist in this life... and in many ways religions are seen as an extreme... etc. etc.... and extremes are what get you into trouble in this life in that they put forth ideas and dogma. Thus causing internal and external woes.
So, not to say the Buddha's message wasn't corrupted but the true corruption is that there are polytheistic Buddhists, monotheistic Buddhists, henotheistic Buddhists, and people portraying the Buddha's image (didn't start until the Greeks showed up on the border of what is now India) and worshiping the Buddha in a round-about way... All this diversity in Buddhism exists... when we are told in the texts that the Buddha was asked about these spiritual matters of where we came from and who made it all... and the Buddha said it wasn't a concern. So, the Baha'u'llah was right that the message of the Buddha was corrupted... but it was corrupted in the final form that Baha'u'llah claims is its original form--and this is incorrect. Having said that, the Buddha said there were something like 24,000 ways to Enlightenment.... if you think of the paths as religion, it is like saying it doesn't matter what your beliefs are, just live a life by the philosophy and in tolerance and the Middle Path... everything will be fine.
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Re: Leaving the Faith
Fri, July 13, 2007 - 8:08 PMHello Anjali,
I am not a memer of the Bahai Faith, although I am looking into it, because in many ways, it seems like a religion centered around things I already believe. I was raised Jewish, and my mother converted from Unitarian Universalist before I was born. I have trouble believing certain aspects of the theology myself, and I find your issues with the faith interesting.
I don't want to step on any toes, or encourage you to stay or leave the faith, but you might be interested in a problem *I* have with the Baha'i faith. I have a great deal of trouble accepting that Jesus was the messiah that modern Christianity claims him to be (though I can believe he was a prophet as I think of Moses), and I strongly believe that Paul was not divinely inspired, but was instead one of the major corruptors of Christianity. For most of my life, I considered Jesus a false prophet.
My understanding of the holy books I read as a child told me that the Messiah would only come once, and would bring about changes that Jesus did not bring about - Christians say all that will happen when Jesus returns. Meanwhile, he brought about a bunch of unpredicted changes (dietary laws, divorce, sabbath). The "virgin shall conceive" verse is mistranslated. There's nothing about the Messiah being God, or us worshiping the messiah, or any human, or requiring a new intermediary for prayer - this represents a change in the view of the fundamental nature of God. On top of all that, as important as the resurrection is to Christians, there's nothing about the messiah dying and coming back to life - which you'd think would be a pretty strong sign to mention as a tool for recognizing the Messiah, especially as other people have returned from dead in the Old Testament. And on and on.
Nonetheless, I can believe that Jesus was a very holy person, who was enlightened like the Buddha. His teachings are very similar to Buddha's. I see a lot of harmony between those religions and Islam, which as a Jew, I find to be very similar to Judaism, particularly in its Orthodox form.
Personally, the Bahai idea that all these people are "the messiah" is easier to swallow than any individual one of them being the single messiah. Or at least, the Bahai idea of Baha'ullah leading people to usher in an age of peace fits in with the idea of a Messianic Age, which many Jews believe in over a personal messiah. This Jewish description of the Messiah I found on "Ask the Rabbi" sounds much like the Bahai philosophy:
"Maimonides states that the popularity of Christianity (and Islam) is part of God's plan to spread the ideals of Torah throughout the world. This moves society closer to a perfected state of morality and toward a greater understanding of God. All this is in preparation for the Messianic age.
Indeed, the world is in desperate need of Messianic redemption. War and pollution threaten our planet; ego and confusion erode family life. To the extent we are aware of the problems of society, is the extent we will yearn for redemption. As the Talmud says, one of the first questions a Jew is asked on Judgment Day is: "Did you yearn for the arrival of the Messiah?"
How can we hasten the coming of the Messiah? The best way is to love all humanity generously, to keep the mitzvot of the Torah (as best we can), and to encourage others to do so as well."
For me, if I stick with Bahai, it'll be because I believe that all the messengers of God themselves can't produce a non contradictory version of God's message in the details, including Baha'ullah, because they are all tainted by their human experiences and held back by the capacity of their human brains, not because I believe any of them have the one right answer. They may be the perfect messengers for their time and place, but those times and places are themselves imperfect. I went through Judaism firmly believing that some of Judaism was wrong, and I have found something right and something wrong with every religion I've encountered.
In all their details, most if not all religions ask you to buy something hard to believe, usually self contradicting and always contradicting other faiths, in the details. If it was easy, it wouldn't be faith. Less faith based religions like Unitarian Universalism and Theravada Buddhism are the only possible exceptions I can think of. If you're looking for a religion where what the religion believes is easier to believe, these two are the easiest, because there's so little you have to believe!
If you haven't tried it, I recommend learning Vipassana meditation, which is a wonderful tool spiritually and mentally, and which does not contradict any other religious belief (since it's entirely experience based). It could help you sort out those issues and find a truth you have peace with.
You might also want to check out the religion selector at selectsmart.com - it's a fun test and your reaction to what it tells you might help you in your search (it's how I found out about the Bahai Faith, and Jainism).
I wish you much good luck on your quest to find the right faith for you! -
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Re: Leaving the Faith
Sat, July 14, 2007 - 11:18 AMThanks for offering, but I don't need your help. I've done my own independent investigation before I decided to leave the Faith and become a Christian. I absolutely believe that Jesus was the Messiah.
One thing you should know about the Baha'i Fiath though - the belief is NOT that the Manifestations are limited by their human brains. They are perfect reflections of God. Baha'u'llah claims that he, Mohammed, Jesus, they are all INFALLIBLE. There are no mistakes made by them directly. Any deviations are due to either corruption of the beliefs, or the limitations of the populations to receive the teachings. Or they are differences in social laws due to differences in time/place/culture.
Manifestations aren't seers or rishis or holy men - they are Manifestations, they have divine authority. If you are interested in being Baha'i though, I would encourage you to keep reading and thinking as things settle in, they will begin to make more sense....it is a process I think, for most people - things begin to dawn on you. I think it is awesome that you are doing your own investigating.
I agree that faith is very important, and is always there. But there comes a point when you are asking yourself to BLIND yourself to things in order to accept them in the spirit of faith. There is a fine line that I don't think a person should cross. The Baha'i faith makes me cross that line. With Jesus, there are things that are taken on faith as well - but for me, personally, they don't make me cross that line into pure blindness on major issues of concern. Faith is good - but self-deception and blindness are not.
I'm not "looking for a religion" that fits me, I"m looking for truth. And where I have found it is in Jesus. I am well aware of UU - I recommend it for you actually, based on what you are saying, unless if you can come to accept the perfect divine authority of the Manifestations.
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Sat, July 14, 2007 - 2:48 PMBut the "truth" goes back to where it started.... or the first time the "truth" was uttered... that wasn't in the 1800s... it wasn't around 25 CE.... and it was at Mt. Sinai... at it wasn't in a cave in Arabia. The "truth," or the origins of the truths go back to when they were first thought of... and uttered... and told to others.... and eventually written down. If you want truth you don't go to the point when it was finally written down... and then finally written down again, and reworked. The truth is something you will never get to. The truth is something... based on Zoroaster's ideas--if you define truth in THESE lines--in Middle Eastern terms, the truth is a combo plate of Perso-Semitic origins, for those that want to be involved in Middle Eastern philosophies (Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Baha'i Faith, etc.).
Where does the idea of Messiah come from? Zoroastrianism.
Where do the concepts of angels come from? Zoroastrianism.
Where does the battle between Good and Evil come from? Zoroastrianism.
Where does the notion of one God come from? Zoroastrianism.
Where does the idea of God sending guides to earth come from? Zoroastrianism.
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If people are going to nit-pick about the details of the "truth" then why start... in 25 CE....? If people are okay with the late 1800s... then well... okay. But to question their position and go back to another frame of reference (say 30-something years around year 1 CE).... well... the back-tracking investigations will never stop--because the concepts and ideas and claims are born in earlier eras. It seems if we are interested in the truth... then... we should be interested in knowing where the ideas behind a proclaimed truth comes from. "I am the Messiah." Okay.... by what definition.... and what is your understanding of a Messiah? What's the Messiah's frame of reference. That's truth. If Truth was directed by a higher power in some black and white way... then the truth would be made clear... for all to see... and there wouldn't be variation or confusion. Maybe truth is in the diversity and not in the absolute? Maybe the only truth is that people all have their own collective truths... and they share similar sets of ideas, and only the outer veneer of ritual, terms, and buildings are different. They all form the same functions for the human.
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Are you trying to be my Guru? :-P
Sat, July 14, 2007 - 6:40 PMPlug into the source, and you will find truth. You don't have to have lived way back before things were written down. You don't have to uncover all of history, an impossible task. Find the way to plug into God, and you will plug into the only thing that matters, the ultimate truth, in my opinion. And to the best of my judgement right now, that is through Christ.
If you think you find truth somewhere else, that you have greater truth than who I really do believe is the son of God, the Messiah - that is your right to believe that. Sorry if that offends you. It doesn't bother me if the idea of Messiahship was rooted in Zoroastrianism, that would simply cause me to open eyes in greater wonder at God's plans. Remember, I am used to the idea of an idea being reinterpreted in a different religion - I accepted that as a Baha'i. But I don't think that certain major differences between Christianity and Islam and Baha'i Faith are reconcileable; so I stoped believeing in the Baha'i Faith, and I honestly never believed in Islam. But my faith in Christ is blossoming into something very new and important. Whether it adds up in your mind or not. Just as I respect Baha'is to believe in their faith, whether it adds up in my mind or not. -
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Re: Are you trying to be my Guru? :-P
Sun, July 15, 2007 - 1:37 AMA:
I'm not trying to be a guru--"guru" implies that I have far too much religious thought in my ideas for my taste. I'm talking strictly historical, sociological, and psychological human behavior. Are you trying to make assumptions and lightly call names so you don't have to deal with what is being said here? :) After all you have told people your views--and I am telling you mine. Isn't the point to be open to conversation? Conversations are drive-by's or dive-bombs... they are an exchange of ideas. I get what you are saying... but I also get where you are in a stage and a state and it comes off as what you are accusing the Baha'u'llah of doing... molding things to suit his ideas. And to me this is the history of the religious.
You know me well enough that I am not offended by someone believing in Christ/messiah, the Baha'u'llah, Muhammad or any of that. My emphasis is go beyond the minor differences to find the human needs fulfilled in all of these beliefs. For, me I just worry that if leaping from one "messiah" to the next is a good thing. Because as I see it the writing is on the wall... with the Baha'u'llah and with Jesus Christ (for me your questions of the Baha'u'llah are questions I ask of Jesus-historical-Christ--not even Jesus-the-Messiah). It's a progression back into time. That's what's happening here. A search for truth going backwards. And this is what humans do when they get disgusted with the *now.* They try to hearken back to a time of romantic appeal... the Golden Cup of the Truth, but they always stop mid-point in the search--it's never a full search of the truth, as it were. Like Protestants breaking with the Roman Church for "corrupting the Word"--and then waring with the Roman Church, as if they really didn't get the Message at all (and what they offer is nothing of substance either--in Christ's peace or forgiveness of fellow humans--or even historical doctrine--because their are all Trinitarian anyway!).
My only point was that if Jesus Christ was fulfilling a Jewish prophecy of a Messiah descending from David's line... then okay: when/where did the idea of messiah-hood (if you will) come into the picture. It wasn't always there. So, there is really a context that is pre-1st Century Judaism. And Jesus was really in circles of Protestant Judaism... re-invigorated by another wave of Zoroastrian belief systems. Look at John the Baptist--that wasn't mainstream Jewish belief to baptize. So, as a child I would ask... what's going on here? The answers are more complicated that the religions tell us. The context is far more dubious and murky.
Many things have changed in Judaism. People see changes clearly in Christianity because the latter day re-writers are here to pronounce it loud and clear--but in this older tradition of Judaism (and in newer Islam for example due to the way Islam is set up)... the re-writings get buried. If you want to understand 1st Century Judaism... you have to go back further... into the exile periods of Egypt and Babylonia to understand where they got some of their ideas.
"It doesn't bother me if the idea of Messiahship was rooted in Zoroastrianism, that would simply cause me to open eyes in greater wonder at God's plans. Remember, I am used to the idea of an idea being reinterpreted in a different religion - I accepted that as a Baha'i."
It seems as a Baha'i you accepted the other religions only in the terms of Baha'i teachings on those religions. After all, that was your ultimate break with the Baha'i Faith. My issue is not that these things are rooted in other religions... my issue is what that means, not as a religious truth, but as a human condition and byproduct of an exchange--and how people buy into the adoption of these ideas and forget where they came from and act like they were always part of their faith's core teachings. If it really wasn't part of the core teachings... well... then why start nit-picking other ideas and acting like these foreign concepts are indigenous? Selective nit-picking is the issue, really. You wouldn't approach public health issues in this way--so why religious fancy and human ideas? And this discussion of the failures of the Baha'i Faith happens to be along those lines. When eventually, you should really find in Christianity the same thing you were rejecting in the Baha'i faith--and no I'm not playing guru or daddy figure--this is the way it is--just looking at things logically. "Where does the idea come from"--this is the same question you are asking the Baha'is... and now you say you don't want to do that for 1st Century Judaism/Christianity? What applies to one... applies to another. And when it doesn't--you have a religion and a religious bias. Hehehee.
"that would simply cause me to open eyes in greater wonder at God's plans."
It's all assumptions that God's plans were based on something other than a human construct. If people can change their faith at a culture exchange... then.... well... why? Why propose a messiah based Judaism as the answer... when the messiah concept wasn't always in Judaism? If God's plan was so pronounced it would have always been and will always be... the same. If God was such the micromanager then everyone would be in-line and rolled up like little ducklings on the way to the pond--it's a cop-out to blame free will--if your mom says don't--you don't--if you boss says "don't," you don't. If the Deity is so jealous as in the Hebrew bible, the Christian Gospels, and the Qur'an... or even "The Hidden Words"... then why doesn't everyone have access to the same exact texts, rules/ideals, and ideas? Does God need a management course or two? Or does religion become more pronounced in our lives because preachers are now taking psychology and management courses?
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Re: Are you trying to be my Guru? :-P
Sun, July 15, 2007 - 7:14 AMSee, I dont see it all as byproducts of the human condition, I see it as God driven. And no, I"m not trying to avoid anything. Look the purpose of this thread was to let people know that I"m no longer Baha'i. It wasn't to start up a conversation. But now i"m getting all of these posts of people who seem to be second-guessing my decision for me by proprosing various things. To me, my decision is ultimately personal. I've elaborated for people who have replied with their ideas and proposals, but now I am getting a bit tired of it. NO, my purpose was not to have this open discussion about my faith. My reasons for faith are very different from yours - or your lack there of since if memory serves me correctly you do not care much about God?
So when you start placing your ideas of where you think the problems and issues are, overlaid, whether you realize it or not, with your own personal method of reasoning and assessing and evaluating, it seems you are trying to judge me. The truth is - I don't care about your opinions when it comes to forming my own. I''m glad you, like every individual, have your method of reasoning and assessing. But we are very different people, and I do this kind of work on my own. In fact, I am beginning to really feel that this is wasting my time. It's like finding the path you need to follow, then having all these people (because it is not just here that I am dealing with this) trying to drag you back or coverse on the sidelines with you, when I feel a sense of urgency that I need to be putting 100% of my energy into moving forward, not chatting or addressing other people's judgements or concerns.
go back and re-read my initial post here. Maybe you will get a better sense of why I started this thread, and what it has evolved into, and you will understand why this is going to be my last post here. Still, I've tried to respond to people's concerns, but I am now moving on as I feel the urgent need to do.
So again I'll say to everyone, take care, and I wish you all the best.
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Re: Are you trying to be my Guru? :-P
Sun, July 15, 2007 - 2:40 PMWe wish you the best! truely!
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Re: Are you trying to be my Guru? :-P
Sun, July 15, 2007 - 11:54 PMHehehe...Have I guessed you here... or have I provided the history of monotheism? I think I've provided the history of monotheism. You chose to make it a personal quest in a personal announcement.... and once that happens the *you* gets examined--so what's the problem if it does happen? But I only mentioned the *you* in it from the concern over being raised in where you are going next. :) I think I fully understand what you are in for (from a quasi-reform and back to the roots group I was raised in).
So, if you don't care for concern... and you just want "yes" people around you... okay. That's not me--last I checked. There's no reason getting touchy about a topic you brought up and the directions it takes in a natural progression. And since you were up to fully examine the Baha'i Faith & islam, I figured you find the same thing with Christianity.... so I then offered a bit of the history of monotheism.
And yes... as a result I have no time nor concern for the concept of the Angry Middle Eastern God. Easily proclaimed and lived by.... and perfectly happy without jealous "God" on my back. :) In fact, WTF am I doing here? :)
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Re: Leaving the Faith
Sat, July 14, 2007 - 3:03 PMMy brother found his truth in Christianity, too, and his life has blossomed immensely as a result. If it does the same for you, that's the best thing that could happen to you.
To be super clear, I don't want to offend you, and I'm not at all recommending you stay with the Bahai Faith, since you already know it's wrong for you!
I just find it interesting that I see an analogous disconnect/contradiction in Christianity's revision of Judaism as you see in this revision of Christianity itself, so if there's any "help" I'm offering, I guess it's just in wondering if Christianity will eventually present you with similar issues. I know my brother wrestled with these issues, and ended up in a place where he's made his peace with them, and happily considers himself both Jewish and Christian.
I can't seem to get there, but that's just me. My apologies if I seem to want to make my views yours, I do not.
<snip>I am well aware of UU - I recommend it for you actually, based on what you are saying, unless if you can come to accept the perfect divine authority of the Manifestations. <snip>
You know, it's funny, I've realized that UU is so freewheeling that while it suits me philosophically in allowing me to believe and worship in any way I see fit, I don't feel any social drive to attend a congregation to do so. I'm just as happy discussing philosophy with my friends and going back to a temple now and then if I feel the need to worship with others.
And it's also funny - there are disagreements I have with the Bahai Faith that could permanently hold me back from becoming a member of it, if I can't resolve them, but being in disagreement with the perfect divine authority of the manifestations doesn't bother me at all. For me, that's in logical contradiction with the idea that a series of them are needed in the first place.
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Re: Leaving the Faith
Sat, July 14, 2007 - 6:20 PMI see what you are saying - yeah, I've looked into the Christian revision/reinterpretation of Jewish expectations and ideas. Already cool with it.
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